So... I technically failed blogust, but not really cause I was never really taking it that seriously in the first place, except when I was. It has been busy and not busy, but it is kind of hard to write everyday, especially when I forget until 11:30pm and think "oh shit i forgot about the blog post" and then scramble to find something to talk about that does't take that much though or preparation. I mean, I've had days which I wrote two posts in one day, one for the current day, and one for the previous that I missed. I obviously wasn't making a huge priority of it, even if I wanted it to look like it was. I was also tracking my word count, which was the wrong move cause it just discouraged me when I saw that with every post it was going down, but not every blog post can be 1,700+ words about my journey coming out. So yeah, I was kind of setting myself up to fail.
I just need to take myself less seriously when it comes to these. I'm not going to come up with substack level think pieces everyday, so I need to stop expecting myself to. I also have this class that I've been stressing myself out over that will finally be over this Saturday, but I'm immediatly flying to New York to be with my older sibling for the week right after so I don't even know if I'll be able to post everyday there, since I'm not sure if I'll bring my computer, but if I don't I'll probably just write it down and post it when I get back. After that Fall classes, but I'm not that worried about it since it will only be the first week, I'll find some time. I'll get myself together eventually.
live, laugh, love,